Upset Evenings

I try to do better for people, But they don't seem to care. They take me for granted, And leave me in despair. I feel gloomy and  desolated, Every time I wake up. I wonder what's the point of living When I have no one to love. I wish I could find some meaning, In this lonely existence. I wish I could find some happiness, In this hopeless resistance. But I don't give up on myself I still have a spark of hope I still have a dream to pursue I still have a way to cope. I write my feelings in a poem. I express my thoughts in words, I find some solace in my art I find some beauty in my world.                                            Saathi_shahid

" The Sacrifice of LOVE"  When I saw her for the first time, I felt as if my eyes had seen a fairy from heaven.  Her beauty and good character made a place in my soul and heart.I used to meet her, We got to know each other well.  Seeing her innocence and simplicity, I fell in love with her.  Now when I saw her, I forgot myself.  And on the day when I didn't see her, I used to be frustrated and upset.         Time passed and one day the thought came to my mind that why shouldn't I express my Love to her.  And suddenly a voice came from my heart saying "No".  What will happen to you if she feels bad.The voice stopped me, perhaps just so, as not to hurt her feelings and break her heart. Only because of this I could not express my love to her again.  And so I couldn't get her love all my life.